Vidhi's Diary

Rainbow!! It's true, You haven't seen the rainbow in me yet; the rainbow of 7 different colours forming me. Red showing the love in me, Orange showing the power in me, Yellow expressing the fire in me, Green showing, the evergreen beautiful me, Blue showing the patience in me, Indigo showing the creativity in me, At last, violet expressing the boldness in me.    These colours might be hidden behind the stormy nights, you might not even feel its existence; but it's not the end! Trust me, tomorrow morning, along with the rising of the sun, the most-awaited, a clear sky will appear; holding my beautiful rainbow. every colour will be seen shining in the sky, making the sky more prettier. Making my existence worthwhile..!!!  -Vidhi Thakor

I'm singing, "keep fighting, keep fighting" Am I pretty enough to show up to the world?      Am I rich enough to join the party?                  Am I intelligent enough to make decisions? Will anyone love me? Endless questions growing in my mind. Fighting over it, but I can't, I can't, But, here I'm singing, "keep fighting, keep fighting".  My thoughts making me feel useless,  failing at people's expectations; I wish I could hide myself from the world, feeling helpless, But here I'm singing, "keep fighting, keep fighting ". My mind is sinking deep down in my own thoughts, making me worst at everything.  Wearing a mask of a fake smile, Ruining my happy moment,  But, here I'm singing, "keep fighting, keep fighting" Before I would completely bury myself in my thoughts, My song reached its end, And told me, "Burn every part of your thoughts" "Show the world, You're a fighter!!" "Even when you ...

  The Love of my Life The moment I saw you, Is the moment, when the world around me changed. The sky wasn't the same anymore, It was having stars, that we counted together. The weekend wasn't the same, Instead a glass of wine, my arms were holding you. My morning started with your smile, And ended with your endless talks. I found my angel, Who turned my little house into a piece of heaven. The life that I am living in, Is the life that I have never thought of, Even on the worst days, I wasn't tensed. Because I know, you were at my back. Thousands of days passed, but never had a day like this. That one day, when I saw you, The day, when I met ‘the love of my life'. -Vidhi Thakor

I am a lot more than, what you think I am!! You might think,  I am a fool,  I am a loser,  an aimless, hopeless person  But trust me I am a lot more than, what you think I am.  I might be messy sometimes,  tired sometimes, may be sometimes I forget to shine. But trust me,  I am a lot more than, what you think I am.  Me, Going through the darkest days, unable to hide the tears, failing in showing up a fake smile. But trust me,  I am a lot more than, what you think I am.  If you see me falling down on my knees Trust me,  the next day you will see me, r ising up to the sky,  turning my scars into jewellery,  proving myself the prettiest of all.  Because I am a lot more than, what you think I am.  -Vidhi Thakor

 My Heart !! My unstable heart, keeps on bouncing, from one person to another. But this time my heart wishes to stay with one person. My heart allows him to control everything, reason of happiness, reason of sadness, everything is in that one person’s hand. But that person wasn’t capable enough, to handle my heart, he tries to harm my heart. But, my heart is so blind in love that, it didn’t even notice the harm, it couldn’t see the destruction that person has made around it. After being harmed for multiple times, finally, my heart understood, how cruel the person was. but it was too late, my heart was broken into the smallest pieces. But, even after being broken, those small pieces were still shining. After going through a lot of struggles, those pieces were finally together, forming a new heart. But the new heart wasn't the same as the old one, It had become more shinier and stronger. At last, my heart is thanking that person, who made my heart stronger and bold. -Vidhi Thakor

Why am I lost? Am I the only person feeling lost? Many decided to leave me, pushing me, into the ocean of self-doubt. No place feels like a home, Trying hard to find my own. Living under a roof of guilts, allowing it to ruin my present. Can’t find hands to wipe my tears, how long would I be able to bear? After all of this, I might feel lost, but I won’t let my life getting vanish in chaos. -Vidhi Thakor  

 A Knock Busy playing with my mind. Having a conversation that never exists. Cuddling with those who were never mine.  Living in a world that never judged. Being like a queen which I am not. This world of imagination was so better, Until there was a knock at the door...  It was reality... -Vidhi Thakor

  The Story Of My Life Along wi th the blinking of stars, in the dark sky. My fingers were turning pages of the book, with every coming page, my heart was beating more faster. Every page was different from others, some were bright, clean but some were dull and shabby. But Every page had its own beauty. I didn’t realize it, until I was on the last page. After a long journey, the book was finally over. I am the soul, who is leaving the writer of this book. I am the soul of the body, who wrote his story. THE STORY OF MY LIFE. -Vidhi Thakor

 I, Me & Myself Why am I in the lake of lies? And is that the reason for my cries? Truthful ones walked off my way, I stood there all day, Just to hear their one 'hey'. Wanted to cry, Wanted to shout, Wanted to be loved, But I was no one's beloved. Me, tired of these thoughts looked at a mirror, Found a pair of eyes who was most nearer, Now these messy tangled threads of thoughts were more clearer, Because I found, I, me and myself. -Vidhi Thakor

 I am Knife!! Hi, I am Knife! Humans uses me to chop so many things. Some uses me to chop fruits and vegetables. Some take me to mountains and plateaus to chop woods, ropes, many things. I am not handed over to children which makes me sad, but at their birthdays, children use me to cut cake. I love my job. But sometimes some humans use me to cut their wrist. I don’t like that; I don’t want to be something that is used to cut a life. So, please humans, Let me love my job, don’t cut your wrist. I don’t want to be wrapped in blood. I want to be used in good way. -Vidhi Thakor

 At My Funeral !! If you will not shed tears at my funeral, it’s okay. But if you will be good with me when I am alive, that matters more. If you will not show up at my funeral, it’s okay. But if you will be present at my hardships, that will matter more. If you will not bring flowers at my funeral, it’s okay But if you will smile at me when I am alive, that will matter more. If you don’t lit up a candle before my photo, it’s okay But if you will be a candle in my dark times, that will matter more. How you are with me when I am alive, that will matter, what you do at my funeral, that won’t. -Vidhi Thakor

 Today Morning!! Yesterday wasn't good! But today a ray of bright sunshine met my ray of hope, I am ready to start my day with a new beginning. The mist on the grass is greeting me a fresh morning. With the chirping of birds, my heart is ready to fly all the day. Today my soul is ready to shine like a sun-kissed golden leaf. My body is ready to work like an ant who is making its borrow. Today I want to bloom like a flower. I want to make today THE BEST DAY. -Vidhi Thakor

 Chance!! Life gives a chance to live! Life gives a chance to be happy! Life gives a chance to fly! But sometimes, life might not give you chance to succeed because it wants you to face failure. There might be days where life might not give you chance to be happy, because it wants you to know the importance of happiness. Or may be, life gives you problems just because it wants to, let you know how strong you are. Life gives you a lot of chances, Sometimes you gain something and sometimes you lose. But it will never forget to give you a chance. -Vidhi Thakor

Our Perspective!! If I go wrong, it's a mistake.  But if someone goes wrong, they are cruel.  If I have achieved success, then it is because of my hard work.  But if someone has achieved success, then it is because of their luck.  If I speak louder it's because of work load's frustration.  And if someone speak louder, then he is manner less.  Let's not do this. Our perspective should be same with our own self and with others also. Don't make our principles which is different for our own self and others.  -Vidhi Thakor

 Land & Lake Have you ever done a boating on lake or sea? I think you must have! And have you try to peep deep inside the lake? You will be able to see only water but deep inside it there is a land, it can be visible if the lake is clear or may be if you go deep inside it.  I think people are like lake and goodness in them is like land. Sometimes you may not find a particular person's goodness, it doesn't mean that, that person is bad. You just have to go deep inside them, means try to know them. No one is bad in this world, but sometimes we are not able to see it. Always try to think everyone is good as we think that there is a land deep inside lake. -Vidhi Thakor

 Questions!! Some asked me, "What are your marks? " And some asked, "What is your salary? " Some other questioned me, "When will you do something good? " But some, didn't questioned but told me, "You are all going wrong, you won't achieve success" "Don't waste your time in making hobbies as your career". So many questions and orders!  Sometimes I ask myself "Am I doing right? " But the answer which comes from my heart is "I am happy with whatever I am doing". -Vidhi Thakor

Parallel World!! A great scientist discovers a machine, that opens the door to parallel world. Gathered all the courage he had; and entered a new world. He couldn’t believe his eye, but what he was seeing was as true as our world’s fakeness. He could see all tree made of jellies, and fishes sliding on them. Birds were swimming in the pink lake, Sky was all green, unlike our world. But still this world was more real than ours, Our world is full of lies and facade, what is real is hidden and we are forced to see all lies. This world was real because it was parallel. -Vidhi Thakor  

 Women The woman is a word that covers half the population of the world of human species. They are equal to men in ratios but sadly they are not equal to men in getting opportunities. From ancient times women are not given their rights. Society has always considered women weak and treated almost like a servant. For centuries, women have faced physical torture as well as mental torture. And sometimes these tortures have killed many unborn lives. But despite  this suffering women have shown society that how strong they are. They have worked so hard to get their consideration in society. And, now women have done so many brilliant things that now society is urged to respect them. Now, society has changed, they respect women. But sometimes society forgets that how brilliant women are, they start doing things which they used to do earlier, but as women being a strong community, they remind the society that who they are. Women are so strong and brave that nature has blessed them wi...

  Will She Ever Smile Again? There was a girl, named Daisy. A young adult who was mom’s girl, dad’s princess and grandpa’s favourite. She was very brave, and always had a smile on her face. Everything was good going until that day, when her mom passed away in an accident. Whole family was devastated but the person who was most affected was Daisy. She was so upset that her physical health was also affected. Her dad and grandpa tried hard to make her happy, but that smile never came. She was crying each and every day, she was breaking down tremendously. Then one day while she was walking the road, she saw a dog wagging his tail looking towards her. She went closer to that dog, that dog was so adorable, he looked at daisy at hunger. She understood and gave him some cake. While observing the dog, for the first time after her mother’s death, she smiled. She felt happy, feeding that dog. That moment she realized that happiness is beneath herself. Just that some incidents or some things, ...

 Quality Matters or Quantity? When we normally visit shops, we tend to hear from sellers that, ”This product is less in quantity but it is good in quality” and we sometimes   believes him and buy it just because of it’s good quality. Why we want it? Just because it’s quality is good? Quantity matters but what if it is not good. It will have more lifespan but it might be bad too. In-the-sense if something is lot in quantity but does not make you happy, then it is not worthwhile. Same way in life, quality matters not quantity. How long your life is, doesn’t matters. But how beautiful your life is, that matters. How many good memories you have matters, than how many days you have survived. At last I would love to tell you that how you spend your days matters, so enjoy your day and make good memories, as memories are the only thing that is left with you at the end. And never regret. -Vidhi Thakor

I Wish I Could Meet Him Again!! When I had that person, I had nothing to say. But when he is not there, I have so much to say, so many things I want to share. But I know the fact that he is gone now. I feel that my voice is choked in my throats; I am not able to speak But I know that he is no more to hear me. I am dying to listen his voice, but I know that it won't be possible. I want to feel his presence, but I am left, only with his memories. I wish I could meet him atleast once, but I know, it is impossible, But his memories will be forever with me. -Vidhi Thakor ( written for a person who is no more in this world; whose heart has stopped.)

 "Imperfections are always perfect!!"  There was a man named John, he was a very jolly person, always happy. He used to work at a restaurant as a manager and also performed as a comedian at weekends. It was a famous restaurant, people from different places visited there just to enjoy John's performance. One day, John while waiting for the train's arrivals, met one guy; he sat beside John and exclaimed with a frustrated tone, "How can you be so happy! You are just like me still people love you!" John replied with a soft smile," I don't think we are the same!!" he instantly said, "We are the same, we both are ......"  John replied, "Blind!! correct?! That's what you meant to say?" he replied hesitantly," Yes...".   John said, "I am not blind I can see everything!! I can see myself happy! The best reason to live in this world. I think I am allowed to be happy!!.  He replied," Yes you are true, but people...

Why should we believe in god? In this world, each and every person people believes in God knowingly or unknowingly. But the question arises that "Do God really exist?". Some say yes and some say no. People on this planet believe in god for centuries. "Why do they believe, just to pray or to get guidance ?" "God only means statues ?"  People felt the existence of god when they started believing in him. They could talk to him whatever they wanted to, without any fear, they felt that they were talking to the spirit who is 24*7 watching and hearing them. People always believe that God is always with them and he will protect them from bad stuff. And their beliefs eventually turned into facts. I am not concluding that god exist!.  People's belief changed into facts because they truly believed in something; for them it was God. God is not religious statues, but it is the thing that is filled with our trust. What makes you feel, that it is your God. It can be ...

         At Beach Standing on soft, moist sand, Looking at the waves coming towards me, when it touched my feet, I could feel the sensation all over my body. My hairs blew against my face, dust of water met my face. I could feel that it was the purest form of nature that touched my soul. Reflection of the pink sky could be seen on blue waves, which enhanced its beauty. This made, my mind relaxed; feeling out of this world, I felt myself.                  -VIDHI THAKOR